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It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back she was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

It’s not that I don’t love you.  (via extrasad)

this gave me crazy chills.

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pandamiglio:

My dog destroys things then acts like he doesn’t even see it

shaybae89:

girlwithalessonplan:

thescowlingdaedreemha:

To be ‘educated’ is to be indebted 

Relevant.

Bless this post!

geschichtenundmeer:

tousledbirdmadgrrrl:


Corsican vendetta knife with floral detail

"may all your wounds be mortal"

I think it says “che la mia ferita sia mortale”: may my wound (i.e. the wound I inflict) be mortal. The knife is speaking here.

geschichtenundmeer:

tousledbirdmadgrrrl:

Corsican vendetta knife with floral detail

"may all your wounds be mortal"

I think it says “che la mia ferita sia mortale”: may my wound (i.e. the wound I inflict) be mortal. The knife is speaking here.

p0t4to:

xo

p0t4to:

xo

jon-snow:

god bless sdcc

lunabriluna:

umistakeme-forstraight:

Don’t shame the girls who sent pictures of themselves half-naked to their significant others as a way to express eroticism which is healthy and natural… give the people hell who think it’s okay to destroy someone’s trust and distribute those images simply for entertainment purposes. 

Say it again. I don’t think they got it the first time. Too much truth.

erikzaiatz:

Product shelving is build and up. Will be stocked with @officiallayrite @bonafidepomade @shinergoldpomade & Vinking Beard oil and beard care products from @vikinggary13  (at Bostonian Barber Shop)

erikzaiatz:

Product shelving is build and up. Will be stocked with @officiallayrite @bonafidepomade @shinergoldpomade & Vinking Beard oil and beard care products from @vikinggary13 (at Bostonian Barber Shop)

tyleroakley:

parkingstrange:

this girl deserves an oscar

me when forced to do chores

God damn this is why I can’t have kids. I’m not mean and have no patients for shit.

warsquirtle:

Has anybody ever actually gotten salmonella from eating raw cookie dough or are people just trying to stop me from living my life

milkforthekhorneflakes:

pleasurepalace:

nedertopsy:

trench-spy:

sheila-and-miss-pauling:

padalalalecki:

bromancing-the-stone:

yinx1:

sueanoi:

betweenthetights:

blogfrenzy:

water is wet

the sun is hot

leaves are green

Republicans are white

Ice is cold

Poison is poisonous

Grass grows.

sun shines

birds fly.

*guy’s whiny voice* BUT NOT ALL BIRDS FLY

Ostriches, emus, penguins.

milkforthekhorneflakes:

pleasurepalace:

nedertopsy:

trench-spy:

sheila-and-miss-pauling:

padalalalecki:

bromancing-the-stone:

yinx1:

sueanoi:

betweenthetights:

blogfrenzy:

water is wet

the sun is hot

leaves are green

Republicans are white

Ice is cold

Poison is poisonous

Grass grows.

sun shines

birds fly.

*guy’s whiny voice* BUT NOT ALL BIRDS FLY

Ostriches, emus, penguins.

sixpenceee:

Like I always say, the real horror in life isn’t monsters, demons or ghosts but us, humans and what we are capable of

Here’s the original video

I’m afraid I’ll never finish college. I’m afraid I’ll finish college with student loans I can never pay back. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree and won’t be able to find a job in that field. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree, get the job I dreamed of, and hate it.
A Mental Illness Happy Hour listener whose list of fears matches mine four for four. Glad I’m not the only one.
(via shaymittchell)

parkingintopeter:

do you want to hear a joke

the north american education system